Saturday, November 26, 2011

to my daddy

You used to lay me down at night,
Kiss my head, give me comfort, and hold me close.
You would reach your hands out to hold me
When i had a nightmare
I bet you were scared on my first day of school
You taught me how to ride my first bike.
You held onto my seat tight
The wind blew on my face
 I cried when i got my first skinned up knee...
You kissed it and made it all feel better
You were always there by my side.
Always there to give me a hug.
I remember when you would come home from work
I'd jump into your arms when i saw you. 
I was so excited
Daddy, Your so far away now.
Too far out of my reach.
I know we are close in the heart.
But the heart sometimes doesnt give enough
You packed your suitcase and set it by the door
I would do anything to keep you right here with me....
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here with me.
I miss you daddy. 
I still shead a tear every once in a while.
You told me to follow my dreams.
I wish you could see how far i have gone in life
Im not ready to do this on my own.
Its a scary place out here 
I have so many troubles now..
I dont know where to go from here
Without you im not okay.
And without you i've lost my way to my journey
I pray at night
That someday we will be joined together again
For you are too far.
I know its for the best
But sometimes i wish the best didnt have to be so far away.
I hear you voice through phone calls everyday
I see you on the holidays every year.
I will always be your little girl
I hope to grow up and be like you
Your my bestfriend, Father, And someone i look up to
Be safe out there on the road.
Daddy, I love you

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Today my best friend came home.

Today was the day you and i were joined back together again.
Nobody know's what it is like to live without your Bestfriend.
When you left...
It broke me apart.
I had to walk them lonley halls alone you know?
Nothing was the same when you were gone.
Your home for a short period of time..
Maybe not enough time to catch up on things.
But just enough time to get myself back together again.
You and I are inseprable.
NOBODY will ever come between us! 
We have been bestfriends since grade 1. 
We WILL meet people along the way to our journey called "Life"
But one thing i promise is we will NEVER be apart! 
We WONT drift away like everyone says we will.
I wish you would stay home. Cuz with you gone.. im missing half of me!
Savannah.. 
If your reading this..
I love you! You made a BIG change in my life! I hope you and I will ALWAYS be friends... no matter what! even through the hard times.. Im gunna miss you when you leave..
Love, 
Me.